Muna is such a precious girl....Dia mmg rahmat dlm hidup kak bedah....I was depressed ( ntah hape2 kan kak bedah mcm lah Allah takde). Accumulated. Personal battles...haha....So when I got pregnant with her, bulan ke2 kak bedah brenti keje....dok rumah....Mabuk kak bedah time ngandung mmg x menahan....mmg muntah2 sampai terberanak... i was very weak spiritually....ye lah mental weak...body pun weak lah....sepanjang2 ngandung tu mmg dok atas katil je....bulan ke 5 br start ada selera makan....Makan2 tu haruslah muntah kan...pastu takut nak berdiri sbb takut jatuh....so bwk lah bdn yg kembang cam hape ni merata2....betul...at 36 weeks preggy kak bedah pengsan...sedar2 dah ade atas minyak panas....time tu kak bedah dah x menahan dah nak beranak tp x tanda2 kan...hmm...mcm tu lah perasaan nya biler dah sarat.....tp Muna's delivery was smooth sailing....sakit kuat hanya 2 kali....huhu....tp sakit lah....
Basically Muna is a very easy baby....Letak atas katil, terus dia belayar sendiri....alhamdulillah...hmm....ma shaa Allah sihat...hmm...SIHAT sgt....sgt friendly......sengih je keje dia....I have always dream to have a girl...ye lah....jd kawan kak bedah....it's like having a mini me gitu...tp ape kejadahnye....Muna lain betul dr kak bedah kan....mulut je kot same....huhu...most important is she is healthy.....kan? Malam x berjaga...tidooooo lama sgt.....mudah....x penah bgn malam kecuali minggu pertama....kak bedah x ingat Muna menangis2 x tentu hala.....sekali sekala ada lah kak bedah zombie sbb tido rumah org lain...Muna x biasa....tp takat tu je lah...Mungkin kak bedah pun dah pandai skit la dr time Umar kan....time Umar dulu rasa serik sgt...huhu....I am not good at handling my emotions....Kak Bedah adalah sgt emosi....So with Muna, i tend to let go...Biar dia golek2 sorg2.....Kak bedah lebih relax coz kak bedah di rumah.... I vote for all mothers to REVERT to staying at home....children grow up well with their mommies around....
Now nih dah nampak dah Muna ni ciri2 solehah dia tu...wa...Doa ni...sila amin k....Muna ni dia mcm paham that I am sometimes busy with Umar...Shaklee lagi...hah...nak jugak kan....masak, kemas rumah, lipat kain...letak Muna atas rocking chair dia tu tersengih2 la dia kat situ....mengekek2 gelak sengsorang kan..... pampers pun jimat....Muna ni dia berak sekali in 2-3 days....tp skali dia berak tu hmm...selambak la....tp semua org tegur Muna kentut busuk...haha...ye lah...kak bedah mkn alfalfa tu berkhasiat kan...Muna jarang sgt kembung....tido mmg berkurun lah...kentut busuk tu x hal lah....anak kak bedah...kak bedah tetap sayang.... Kak bedah mmg aman la if Umar ikut baba dia p opis...Muna mmg tido x terganggu...kadang tu terkejut2 kan...merah2 mata merayu nak tido kan....Umar tu wajib hantar skolah tahun depan!! Jari Muna haruslah dalam mulut....gatal gusi kot....kdg2 tu lepas mandi x sempat kak bedah nak buh baju dia dah sebok masuk jari dlm mulut....pastu dah siap2 pejam2 mata....masyuk kan.....
Oh My Muna....I may not have gold to give u....I may not have nice princess dresses to put on u.... I may not have salary yet to buy u books but I have all d time n energy to entertain u all day....Believe me when I say that I will sacrifice my wants n my needs to make sure u grow up healthy and happy with Umar, Baba n Me....Muna,Umar...all my prayers with u both. I will not allow myself to go down again for d sake of seeing u both grow up healthy n complete....I am your Mama...Mama will be always SABAR and SYUKUR....to have u both in my arms 24-7 is the best thing that ever happened to me...Love u both....
Tetibe kak bedah jd sendu.....
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